Sorry for all the ponies.
They just really help me relax and calm me down. I’m still into and drawing squids, just cute, technicolor ponies are where my mind is at right now.
It’s irrational. Or so I’ve been told.
I am ABSOLUTELY 100% scared of dying. Like, every 6 months or so since I was about 16, I get so scared. I am shaking, crying, can’t control it. It isn’t so much worrying that I’ll get hit by a car, or something. I can leave my home, day to day, and feel safe and sure in my actions. I am NOT suicidal. I hate pain, and end result could be death so no thank you.
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