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It’s irrational. Or so I’ve been told.

I am ABSOLUTELY 100% scared of dying. Like, every 6 months or so since I was about 16, I get so scared. I am shaking, crying, can’t control it. It isn’t so much worrying that I’ll get hit by a car, or something. I can leave my home, day to day, and feel safe and sure in my actions. I am NOT suicidal. I hate pain, and end result could be death so no thank you.

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It’s not irrational, and you’re not alone. Trust me.

I’m not privy to a lot of advice, and it’s rarely my place to offer it. At times where I’m feeling like this, I tie it all back to what I want to leave behind.

I have things I want to do, or at least try. I have things I want to make, or at least attempt. It’s important to listen to that ideas as they happen, because if anything is going to disappear, ideas certainly do. Whether it’s my art, a job or social goal I set for myself, it’s something I’m constantly working towards. Because yes, one day it’ll all be gone, we’ll be long past the ability to care about all of the work we did or the people’s lives we’ve touched… That’s why it’s important to live a life for yourself, your values, your world, and the people you love… It’s how we live that defines us. 

And on a personal note, I know my life is all the better with your art in it; and that goes for every follower and those who follow me too~

;^; Thank you so much, Whipple. It means so much, I really appreciate it.
I just get down, and get stuck. I try to remember like you said, it’s how we LIVE. That’s the impact itself…