Yeah, I know the fear of death. I don't say I don't fear death, but I don't say I care about it, either. Well, this is what I did before: choosing to end my life right now or live. I chose the second option, because why should I die right now while I can die after 10, 30, 50, 90 years?

See, I wish I could learn to be indifferent. I am scared. I DON’T want to die. I don’t want to even try committing suicide. No way. I want to be there for as long as I can… But the face that in 10, 20, 50, 90 years I WILL be gone…. At least at some point scares me…

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