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It’s irrational. Or so I’ve been told.
I am ABSOLUTELY 100% scared of dying. Like, every 6 months or so since I was about 16, I get so scared. I am shaking, crying, can’t control it. It isn’t so much worrying that I’ll get hit by a car, or something. I can leave my home, day to day, and feel safe and sure in my actions. I am NOT suicidal. I hate pain, and end result could be death so no thank you.
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It’s not irrational, and you’re not alone. Trust me.
I’m not privy to a lot of advice, and it’s rarely my place to offer it. At times where I’m feeling like this, I tie it all back to what I want to leave behind.
I have things I want to do, or at least try. I have things I want to make, or at least attempt. It’s important to listen to that ideas as they happen, because if anything is going to disappear, ideas certainly do. Whether it’s my art, a job or social goal I set for myself, it’s something I’m constantly working towards. Because yes, one day it’ll all be gone, we’ll be long past the ability to care about all of the work we did or the people’s lives we’ve touched… That’s why it’s important to live a life for yourself, your values, your world, and the people you love… It’s how we live that defines us.
And on a personal note, I know my life is all the better with your art in it; and that goes for every follower and those who follow me too~
;^; Thank you so much, Whipple. It means so much, I really appreciate it.
I just get down, and get stuck. I try to remember like you said, it’s how we LIVE. That’s the impact itself…
Yeah, I know the fear of death. I don't say I don't fear death, but I don't say I care about it, either. Well, this is what I did before: choosing to end my life right now or live. I chose the second option, because why should I die right now while I can die after 10, 30, 50, 90 years?
See, I wish I could learn to be indifferent. I am scared. I DON’T want to die. I don’t want to even try committing suicide. No way. I want to be there for as long as I can… But the face that in 10, 20, 50, 90 years I WILL be gone…. At least at some point scares me…
I just wanted to say that you're not alone in being scared of dying, I'm not religious and my dad's a priest so if I talked to him he'd just say something about some sort of afterlife, just remember that there will always be someone out there to talk to
Ah, thank you anon. These kicks just happen, but it still is very real and scary to me. Sigh. Hope you’re having a good night, anon.
It’s irrational. Or so I’ve been told.
I am ABSOLUTELY 100% scared of dying. Like, every 6 months or so since I was about 16, I get so scared. I am shaking, crying, can’t control it. It isn’t so much worrying that I’ll get hit by a car, or something. I can leave my home, day to day, and feel safe and sure in my actions. I am NOT suicidal. I hate pain, and end result could be death so no thank you.
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GIMME A SUNBURN ANY DAY I want summer to beeee here ;o;
Thank you, Pokémon. Here’s to 20 more years!
pinbeedrawsthings:
Origami Flower Butt Tattoo Pony(sona)
Name: Paperback
Gender: Mare
Age: 25 (Human Years)
Birthday: February 1st
Type: Unicorn
Cutie Mark: Origami Paper Flower
Occupation: ???
Location: Mares Mane, Equestria
Talent: Researching skills and detail-orientated
Likes: All types of food, BOOKS, tea
Dislikes: Spicy foods, impatient ponies, excessive heat/hot weather
Fears: Loosing family, loosing mind
Relationship: Tabletop (Married)
Positive: Caring, eager, thoughtful
Negative: Insomniac, anxious, worrywart
Voice Actress: Anne Hathaway (Princess Diaries)
